I don't want to be satisfied.

So I am back again. Yeah I felt the need for two main reasons.

First - I had been absent over the past one month due to my exams--loss cover up.

Second - This very thing could have just slip out of my mind.

Ok so here we go.

Past week

"You are always dissatisfied." someone said irritated and arrogantly while I just stood there and had  this very desire to offend those words but I didn't because I knew that if I had, I'd be in bad danger and I wanted to be away from it then.

I didn't anything then but since past few days these words wander in my head searching for an answer to WHY?

If I am dissatisfied, part of me is not happy and that would	force me to get better as I go

I wanted to say to her, "I am not always dissatisfied, okay. I just don't get it how I could be satisfied. For me being satisfied is like the end and I see my end nowhere. Being dissatisfied I am on a quest for life and being satisfied I see people moving around trying to put up a fake smile and live the life in their present day scenario but are taken aback by their past and their wishes and their mistake of being satisfied. I don't want to sum up to that mistake. I won't be satisfied. I'd live life being dissatisfied so that there exists a level <<PERFECT, as you call it>> for me and I'd see it and I'd force myself to put up harder this time and get a little more close to it. So you see I don't want to be satisfied. Besides you are a live example of being satisfied."

For some reason I won't disclose who and why but you see the thing is not that, the thing is 

If you are satisfied or not?

So are you?

Glacial Contemplations: Words

Glacial Contemplations: Words: 'The man who does not read has no advantage over the man who cannot read.'                                                                ...

Shadows- A Vague Teacher

After long back on desk. Apologies.

Well you see I have many things to be occupied by and one of them is studying. Yes I am a student what else you want me to be at 16. Well I am thankful somewhere and somewhere neglected to the fact that I am not working at 16. Look around you there are people around you and they work--- work at 12 or perhaps 13. They are not greedy for money, neither are the reluctant for a specific accessory their parents won't let them have, they are just making ends meet to live. They are helpless- some of them have parents with eyes watered when asked about their child's mere existence, some of them have culprit parents usually father(people who take undue advantage of their poverty and beg rather than doing anything), and some of them are apparently on their own(they are orphans). I don't know each one of us--- you, me, and they ---why we fail to serve them at our best. God is one and God is within us. God is within them, and God is not denied. Don't discriminate his existence---poor, rich are merely two social differences we have developed over years.

Some of the egotist people don't care about anything themselves so getting back to our main thread of events we'd decipher much more of human worth.

We have big schools, colleges, what French call a complete sophisticated pattern of early living or rather a complete sophisticated pattern of education.

Who would teach us more, the sane boy or this little best friend, the two chit chatting girl or their giggling mother or for that instance their ’thinking’ father? A teacher teaches us the things essential for us; to a little more extreme monk teach us life. I don't question anyone but eh... aren't we all humans, the teacher, and the monk? Aren't we all to mistake and even for a Mille second, I'd assume those monks and teachers are far from any questioning, are they serving us with the appropriate information? What can they do part of what they are governed by experienced and by the time one has enough of experience to preach, it's his doom he has to meet.

Nature in itself is a Godly thing. Every piece of nature inspires hundreds, teaches thousands and rebukes none. Trees, those flowers, the canopy of trees, the messengers of love---birds are all together the rightful composition of nature and nature is our only teacher. The byproduct of education shall be even better when taken in with the very desire to learn, to understand and to unfold secrets thereby.

faithful--shadow

Shadows are usually conceived to be paranormal. The only figure that follows you wherever you go is considered to be paranormal? Yeah, the world is bizarre. They don't know what it is trying to teach through its never ending attempts to take your wisdom to a new level.

It's general physics which I don't know any better how; I am sure most of you  know but I am sorry if you don't know it because lately I haven't figured it out how. When person walks in light surrounding him from all places, then there are three main shadows he'd see (well there would be numerous shadows but according to the position, I'd take three main.)

---ONE BEHIND HIM, ONE WITH HIM, AND ONE AFTER HIM.

So as in our life there are three categories of people.

---- ONE BELOW US, ONE WITH US, ONE ABOVE US.

There are people poorer than me, there are people who have same like me, and there are people more influential than me. And that goes to everything; money, emotions, work, happiness, wisdom everything. No matter how hard I try there will be people ahead of me always even if I successfully take in a few who were then ahead. Some time, he'd feel ahead of all---the best but that's not it. The deduction that follows is that some part of light is blocked and so all three shadows are not clear and apparently there has only been only one behind him. Likewise, you could be emperor one day and feel superiority abandoned but then it’s time that vaguely hides the part of people ahead of you for a while, and when it would become crystal, reality would pours on you and that would lead you to the realization that no matter what, you can’t break the 3 category system of nature.

Change

A Change might be the best thing ever happening to you or the worst things and when you people are bounded in a change, like the red-ox reaction you did in chemistry one suffers and for the other, its the world could just stop in this very moment.

Changed people and dead people are all same, the only difference we see is that the latter is confirmed to be dead and part of changed people we admire is still in a thought. I don’t know why people change but just a thought

You don’t say that change just happens. You say that and I'll literally bully you. It never just damn happens; they are some CIRCUMSTANCES that made it happen. And none is changed by CHANCE.

“Don't you tell me about change. I have seen kids gone mad, people gone sad. I have seen nature died, I have seen hearts cry and I have had it all and I still live, live more than I ever should. So you don't tell me about change.” ~insanets

I'm their son and I too am poor

I'm the you wont see,
I'm the one you kill ruthlessly,
I'm the one they live for,
I'm the one they die for,
I'm their son and I too am poor
~Insanets (A wattpad writer)

Failures And Its Too Much

It’s always good to know you have something to talk to even if it’s just a blog.  Well, I assume writing this way that people who are meant to be pin pointed with be acknowledged towards it, seriously people I just don't want any rude business, I just need to bore out, and the fact is there is no one left to talk to it but the public.

I have always been the loser type. I am quite extrovert at times, yet I miss the mark. I'm quite potential at times, yet I miss the mark. Call it my bad fortune I won’t mind but the fact is I couldn't have done this littlest effort to come up and write but because all these things that make me feel that my failure is born more everyday forces me too.

My first disgrace

OK. So how many of you faced this situation?

When you learn something at the cost of the other and you get involved so much that it becomes your life and

You can't live it, like the day you have got to have your marriage and someone tells you the bride has suddenly changed her mind? Why would she? Such questions have answers, but the situation or the position of them makes them look like unresponsive.

And even you don't know why the bride left, would you still have it all to leave the marriage in the middle of it and face evil sarcasms thereafter. Seems like you can. But would you again appear to marriage, the next year forgetting everything? (Forgetting everything when you later come to know it was always you whom she felt uncomfortable with?). Things change for you but the society won't be ready to admit it. For it, it will work like nothing happened even if you were dead. They actually mean business from you and as long as you can give it, you survive.

That's exactly what happened to me 2-3 years back. Basketball was everything for me but I couldn't play it. They said we have some age concerns. Believe it or not 2years I went to play, we never won; this year I didn't and we win. My anger and sorrow wasn't just gone until the society bombarded with all of the insults, sarcasms that made it even worse. And they still expect me to play next year like nothing happened. How on the earth could I?

My mistake, I didn't play and they still make fun of me whatsoever. Today, among few things deep in my life, Basketball has its own complications yet to be sorted out.

My second disgrace

This has been something to me all these years that whenever I'm up for something big, to show the world the potential fire that rests within me, apparently that's always when the fire won't light up and that multiple attempts of tasting failure, it tears your skin from inside to the core and there will come a moment in your life when you'd stand up with head held high, straight, thumbs in wrist and would promise yourself "no more embarrassments, do nothing more than what layman do. "

Maybe I'd be so much perfect at almost anything but there hasn't been a day in my life when I could have had that happiness of winning something big, that happiness when you outshine others, there's a spark in your eyes and you deliberately show yourself the master, though I always spectated it from the first row of the hall of my mind but I never, until now, never had a chance to it. And perhaps I'll have my chance the next time but pardon me, by then failure would have had made me a corpse & corpses don't do anything better than to scare!

My third disgrace

Correct me if I am wrong when I say I'm a little under confident. And what better than ACTING would suit me overcome my-this-type-of-attitude. Umm, well, so, I guess couldn't talk about it. Wounds are new; it'd take time to get over them. But I assure you it was like that feeling when you are given the 3rd position, suddenly given the 1st and you look at others who are stable at their positions and smirk and suddenly you are nowhere and you again look and at them  and say, “at least they have something"

All I know is that all such incidences in life make a man perceive himself to be unworthy where  actually he is not and so it  has be to the same way with me. You might wonder why were you reading it? I don't know, I just wanted to talk and so I was. Nevertheless, I bored my heart out and now from tomorrow, I'll wait for another hit and run that life would give me.And so I'd live with embarrassment and agony and this will be the only way to let it out. Well not everything has a lesson or maybe it had, you just didn’t see it, did you? PEACE PEOPLE. SEE YOU SOON.

Dilemma

As I'm in the open space right now, walking on the pedestrian road rapidly typing something, I suddenly look up in the sky and man! At the very first sight there is a 5min pause in my activity, well, actually I'm struck by the ever unnoticed beauty of the nature, its glory and its undertaken lessons. Absolute boredom is no word in his dictionary who feels any acquaintance with the earth in a whole whatsoever. Homo sapiens was meant to the magnificent creation filled with the all those qualities that are said to be divine. He in his hands has the weak end of the entire world and the majority of the civilization decides the fate of this week end. Better to be said than to be done, we have always made such our latest modest yearn, but not to forget we are still struggling, to find that divinity that He, very adroitly, diffused in all of us and still we pretend, pretend to do everything damn thing with such a sinister face and to cover it, we cure it shallow lies and all the melodramatic goodbye.

Well that's just a thought to be taken that if every human had found his divinity, I would be more alive than I am today where my life shall end but not my dilemma of choosing the less dirty or not choosing at once.

90/100 teens

Of all the times I write, I never know if I am writing what I think but the I'm too eager and so I have to write and here I am, writing for all those who need to read.  To say I couldn't find time would be wrong, and too say I am busy won’t any right either. So what was I doing? It’s just the same like most of teens won’t know what they will do next when they are doing nothing and at the end of the day, if you are like me, you ask yourself of what you did today and you realize 24 hrs. Were wasted just like that (if you ever cared to do something today). I'd say my opinion, Facebook is just another world of dumb where people stop by wandering and are so mesmerized that they decide to stay over for a day or two and in the meanwhile they forget the fact that they had a life they had kept on hold but even if they realize, to 90 of every 100 children it won’t matter. To 90 of 100 teenagers, I'll tell you what matters. Think of all the illogical things all the time, waste 50 holidays and wonder on 51st holiday think the school should have more holidays, and I can go on till the dawn breaks in. Don't you worry you are well protected under the web of the spider whom the fears *wasted*. I have so much to speak up, bore up my heart but then who'll listen and those who'll ever read, parents, teachers I assure you that though they have something to make up in their life, to which they assume with every big name that feeds fame but these 90/100 children need a certain big failure to succeed and so be it.

Let them fail and let them win later.

P.s. The author has no 
aim on anyone. These are just few words from author's thought and he doesn't forces anyone to indulge in the intellect yet the people who are willingly accepting to learn something are never ceased :)

I was again born but in 60s

My life experience taught me that if I was born in the 60s I'll be better than I am today.

So what if people didn't know me, so what if I could never read about anything I admire all the tech stuff, or so what I couldn’t listen to the English music, I'd be more alive than I am today, more noble and more touching than I am today. The generation changes and so do their lifestyles and accordingly they adjust or I'd say, are forced to. Who wants to stay away from the mother who loves you or the father that scolds? Long time since you wanted freedom and leave home, hey I recognize you-

TYPICAL TEENAGER

Now if I was born again and this time in the 60's, I had been I'd the one who would likely to know what exactly the country ever had and possesses and I'd be more into MY(my country's) culture rather than peeking into FRANCE and knowing when and what they celebrate on 14 July and label it education. The vintage time was an epic in itself while the current time is as worse than it could get by the time those people born in 90s become fathers.

India is a country which is forgotten among the worldwide totally absurd want to revolutionize or simply to globalize. That man on the corner of the street had to open a school not an non profitable but commercial, I understand this is business but what i don't understand when it comes to the facilities provided why doesn’t he or for that instance anyone in this damn country is ready to come up with something that’s easily reachable and makes an attempt to reserve the lost name of the country.

Think of the States and you'll think of Statue of Liberty, think of England or Europe and you'll think of the clubs and late night parties and now think of India, poverty?

Back in 60s when one thought about India he would see a man, truly dedicated to his work, a women who handles the house no matter what and kids who respect the elders no matter what.

PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU READ MORE THIS POST IS NOT YET COMPLETE.

COME BACK AND CHECK IN A DAY OR TWO THE POST SHALL BE UPDATED.

At 15

At 15 you are the among the people filled with enthusiasm, in the stage where bots are made but as a caterpillar gradually turns to butterfly, its contrasting here I don't know much of China neither do i know about America, likewise Africa, Australia are all unknown expect India(since I travel very less and I'm an Indian)but the thing is even with this narrow piece of observation(which includes me) I came to the conclusion that at15 mind somehow dwindles and me unaware of how a common aged life or common youth life is lived, all of what I'm mentioning is part of assumptions provided by different people at different stages. Well, remember your teenage, there was a time when you tried to be the bad one or the guy who doesn't seems to get moved again and again by the way the teacher flatters about the good in life. Admit it there was time when you assumed yourself to be the king of the arena, when you had that ego deep within, and when the anger was reflected even with your cuddling effort and that over the childhood had happened so suddenly that you were taken for wrong now and then (times when you were the culprit, other times just because you were the culprit the other time). You felt the dominance in yourself and were tempted by his naughty behavior or her careless attitude, his remarkable ago or her casual style. Suddenly in all this nonsense a fragile maturity seems to be born that distinguishes you from the time you made a big calendar still slept for hours to the time you made no calendars still night were often sleepless, some in thoughts of the evil charm of the past, some in recovery. Well at 15 I would have written things I would have wanted to scream but I the fact my friend, the biggest thing,

At 15 you are a nutshell that wants to fly but is forced to lie. Still yet it is for good or is protection from vulgarity. Question remains as the 15 reserves.

Secret-a fatal misunderstanding

In the world where we live among people of different faces(not like the one that tells you how beautiful they are but like the one that limits them in their own boundary) that are ardent to resign any more space to people around and more likely the victims are the near and dear one’s. In such a world(pardon me I try a lot but I always see the hard way out, not because of any personal favorites but because the love we feel for our siblings, our spouse is the only love that's alive else for every passerby we behave like loaded guns at any single mistake and also pardon me for what I say, I most of the time gets diverted from it).So where were we, yes in this world where life isn’t free overlooking the demerits of when it's completely free existence is possible? No I not asking, I am rather telling you existence is possible when certain things are hidden. There are certain things we tend you ignore before saying or sharing which leads to the emotional collapse of the other person. Secrets are often misunderstood with lies but then I question them survival where almost relatives are backstabbers? Everyone has a different view of how the coin is places and from where I’m sitting, (a teenager who hasn't done any piece of research before writing this) I shape secrets a necessity for absolute survival. Also not conflicting with anyone's point of view I would like to end this very post with a renowned HINDI PROVERB(since I’m a Indian) Aage kuan hei toh peeche khai.

Now take it metaphorically according to the topic and think what a secret weighs.

Some say that someday we all are going to die because of every wrong we did. Well knowingly to keep a secret that may come for respect honor and service, perhaps we can bargain a little more life for a little less bad.

WHAT ABOUT YOU?

what would  it be like,if i wasn't here
not among wind which pollutes the survival
if i could be one day like you,my highness
just for one single day
so to live a life of human
but far as i can see there is only misery
for my fragile heart,the world aint no Mother Teresa,
why cant they understand,their slavery is no life
rotten food and they see it right?
why should i suffer,i asked?
am i any different from the one that He made at last?
then i shall break through
but then what about you?
will you let me up where you deceit yourself?
in your own creation with me?
well me ,no,no,i can but i just dont
because even if i did
oh then WHAT ABOUT YOU?

Experience

All good things in life arnt prone to happen unintentionally as far as what i believe(not judging the sentiments of anyone) and that it is the dedication of a person that makes him capable of what he desires or needs in the right time with the right lesson.experience in life in one big thing that is not yet sold in currency of few papers,it comes with exposures of life(all the good and the bad,the hard and sad times)and that whatever a teacher may give to its student,that it is never given in full not because he doesn't wants to but because even if he does he can't as he is bounded in the undiscovered thread of experience of his student.whatever may you ask from the books or from the words of great people,people from poverty,people of meaning you can't get all what you are desired for in these few words or conversation.if that was possible ever next door was a saint and every 5doors there would be a god not with the meditational ambience and with all the sober colours in background and away from all his WANTS but in rather comfortable and sociable form with a couch and tv on and reading few heavy books.

among them i sat

a few days ago i was sitting among the kind of people i had hated in my childhood for their intelligence and i  used to be like why aint i like them,if they all say i also have a good mind but then as i grow up i came to realize this fact that life wasn't just about following one or two odd people but about making your own path of free living.keeping that aside for a moment,i was sitting with them and doing their kind of work but in my own way.actually i used to write and i write for i like to write and i was actually writing on something it was like CHILD LABOR and that that ambiance i was surrounded throughout that moments was really mesmerizing.
i was in the school (m a student) and was like if i had the permit of a laptop or a cell phone i would had posted that then and there but then i got a bit busy in doing nothing and this very idea of sharing my wonderful experience had just shut off when i revived.it may seem to very absurd at once to read about my experiences that are not so famous and also not so interesting but i would recommend you all to read it for you never know what you may find in them may change the way you think as when i was with them not all the good i adapted but at least i adapted this that the world is kind off a showbiz and in order for people to know you and your work, you have to like show off.honestly speaking i m not so show off type,i m like a little introvert but yet extrovert.well that was the first time i was invited to write in specific(a song) for a drama,you couldn't call it as a official yet it was first time i was working under someone and it didn't pleased me when people pointed for all the fair thing they should because i had this state of mind that it was i who was writing and who are you to question? well thats pathetic i know but you always learn and now i have known to adjust well once i have been among different faces even at just 2 or 3 encounters.
also while i was with them i realized this fact that you always seems to be in a hatred for someone when you work as a whole for clash of opinion is bound to be. well thinking of others point of view may cause the heat to slow down but sometimes its just worth a punch but well no it has to be taken down cause the punch that you may give would complement some fight and few people round here that are reading this would(like me) want no disturbance to the decorum.

all in all i just had my slice of experience and i just tried to share it with you all(throughout trying my best to entertain,still i m rookie i'll surely get better ahead)

Fashion-an illusion

First of all before i start i would like you all to know i really dont know what people make blogs and twitter account for so i just made mine so i could just write.
Well oh the world is in fashion.how commonly do we hear such words?in the contemporary world these words seems to be very common especially among youths and ladies of big mansions.we are so generous that we have even donated part of world to our destructive weapon.well my friend wearing those denim jeans and canvas shoes and hood jacket and a multi functioning watch what do you really want to show?your superiority that's so unstable that even if you die today many more like you may vanish your name in future,was that for what you use to swank off?the eyes are merely just buttons left for our heart and mind has been filled with insane thought cycle different for shabby street vendors and aristocracy.well its a pity to live in such a world where people are reputed for material they wear rather than the material they possess and its a pity that often I m carried over by this destructive moral tide.bounded in a society we can do nothing to make their minds change but to change your own thoughts no one will ever stop you until it's affecting them toothed worst and well what can regaining our moral values make people upset off.change your mind my friend what if I m no white and I am a bit tan I have a mind that I respect your no damn outfit can match.what if he is poor and has shabby appearance if you take him to a morality class,he may be the best professor.
Fashion aint any good to you,to me,to the society,to us yet we seek to shake its hands and there,what about and morals for which we ruthlessly discriminate people on their deceit appearance like  masquerading in the dawn of popularity?your answer may never come for if It had to,the world would have had to know.
Beg pardon my English,I actually am on self coaching books-NORMAN LEWIS :)

Ambitious Deduction

7billion people on this miraculous
land,fighting struggling for survival.
many die,many go homeless,in search
of jobs of their own style.
to den compete amongst is a difficult
task,though will potential,its the
strength that lasts
and finally the childhood designations
are once over,turns to a cruel
9-5reckless over.
its delusive how we cant take it on
anymore,for we run for publicity and
feared of pulpils(human
immigrants).then atlast,it all comes to
one last breath
remencing the entire life in one single
breath
what you wanted to be,and what's the
fate

Happiness-the other side

The only existing emotion for a life to grow rich is happiness.life with happiness is complete.none asks more for with money or anything or happiness in hand.you are then invincible.its most frequently unexpressable but when expressed though rare,person discovers link to his inside emotion.life has so to do,a many times overwhelming and the other odd times nostalgia of which the society has assumed the general observation about both;one being negative other being positive.you had always come across fact like smiling face is more likely to live or satisfied human takes wise decision or things like that.can anyone think why pain is not associated with such remarks,such expressions of praise?the general perception lies contrary to my belief about the two perhaps I have witnessed it different or perhaps it has to be this way right.anyhow the fact that I know about none but me is that being too much happy,too exicted my mind stops working in the way I am humble of its presense.being too happy we take things for granted overlooking the suffering world,being satisfied in ourself thus disfunctioning our own feel and to what I always believed
You are a human and you lack feel,sorry did I heard right,arnt you emotionally handicapped?

On the short note spending entire life with a big grin is worth nothing a blend,best of both world should be wisely accomodated.

INSANE,as to why they call me

how often do we know what we are doing?
and then when we know, whats the chance of knowing
that what we are doing is right thing to be done or not or what are the chances that it could possibly rewind?
we have to take chances and often and its these chances only that decide the fate or the regret or success of our lives in itself.
how do we know what an outcome may turn out? We never know it ofcourse but then also its just a mere assumption of our intellect.
what if I meant to just clear out my mind,what if I didnt want to keep up anything knowing its consequences when it breaks out?
BUT then why did you misunderstand me?
Why dont you think the way in which I do? Why cant you just once seek the questions out  from my mind? Why?
Sometimes I want to be confronted, not always it is necessary to be strong as if when you have people around you, you cant help but notice they exist and most of them are related to you be it good or be it bad be it hatred or be it love.its hard, once you are set off from the original you,you are long gone and then once you start to enjoy the world and its hard to go back in the nutshell once again no matter how much you think of it,no matter how much you dream of it.
Remember the worth of truth lies in that you dont exchange any regrets,any guilt for either you or anyone else.Decide your fate,decide your grin and if things dont work the way they should blame it all on misunderstandings,aint that very DAMN easy? But unfortunately things dont work the way you want to be,unfortunaletly thoughts cant be measured all as equal, unfortunately you cant just predict something  in advance.
Think about it once more now, now that you ruined the joy was it worth of it?
was it worth to exchange it just because you cant think the way you admire?and what if it wasnt coming from you what if this thought that you cant think "THAT WAY" was being influenced from foreign source?what if?
Do everything you want think of all damn things that were bothering you,do it now,do the damn stuff,whats wrong now. Why are you broke? You were the one who took the step now just simply pay the debt.(disgusted by own acts) (but actually it turned out quiet well).
this world is simple for those who live. But then you quest for why to live,you probably fail to get the life you got before. Rest alone with a uncertaintly and a tag *INSANE*.

Where am I wrong ?

when I have no diction my
words comfort me
for may the world scream
curse on my wicked thoughts I
have no surrending shames of
my quotes.I know wt I write
makes sense to me so why
should I sit among people
who thinks it flatter when I set
the pain fr an answer.why?

Confusions deduced

I was always confused on this very topic and I thought one day it will work out doors for me to success.
A friend of mine said
"if u dont have
confidence over
confidence is just not the
case" when I was acting a but weird on a friendly revolving chat.
So what actually is it.confidence what they say is self faith.putting it in easy words.when you go out their singing in front of people for first time and someone says just have faith in you,he's filling you with confidence and when you go out their and sing with your body shaking like anything that lacks confidence.well that was a incident from my childhood.so where does over confidence comes in play?what if that kid before going to stage had thought this I am the best I know and I ll let them know.well that's this.more importantly over confidence is a rare adjective in people with good heart.If you have a heart that's gentle and responsive quiet very soon,don't run in dilemma of what is it.of course it will be confidence my friend.
Sometimes it needs just to over come this confusion to come across a new road.

Still thinking-face to face v/s Facebook?

When you are excited,
You do crazy things.
Wake up early, bath early ,cook a fine excuse to leave,all the way going through the local roads though nothing changes while going up on the hill when you cone down you are a lot happier.And then there all the faces that you earned their sight,now you wanna run off them.when you start to try to  open  up all you can end up with a very rather formal chat with 1 or 2 informal remembrances.still it makes you happy unnecessarily.why? Why? Ask why ? There has to be a reason.technology missed on this one and so even if it was just the very formal meeting,embraces are left deep within.
Oh God we have  revolutionized but how pity it affects only our emotions,weakens our feel,that very only gift of Homo sapians that distinguishes us from others.

Point of view-PERCEPTION

Love is rational,it is materialistic.only the fools fall in love with those silly poetry and some short sweet songs on bright picnic whether in the hassle free world.their perception varies,their point of view varies,they are very losers.
Each 1 of us says goodbye and each 1 one of us dies so why  get unnessararily attached to people.love is quality of the losers,of those below the soil.its rotten power enhances your losing fortune and in no time you are displaced to madness.INSANE.
Well I might just present the point of view of some but that doesn't means the entire human race agrees or this perception is the only right perception varies on grounds of experience and age and other valuable factors.so incase this perception holds to be accountable that doesn't kills the other perception.sometimes they are as much as right.

Technology-dry emotions finder

Though this is a lot effective for cheering me up but at times my old pal is all by my side.I can realize the mistake I commited.those people who said technology made it easy for bonds to get dry were just right.I can't feel more emotions at this point where I should be overwhelmed.how uncertain is it of me to critize technology for once although it got me  to rescue the happiness I can't help but see the fact that I am realizing the link would soon dry up if I'll keep fantasizing and not see the mouth of the river.

emotion killer

never judge a book by its cover

a book  may appear to be pleasing by the cover but
 it may be possible it may not have the content you search for and vice verse.
never judge a book by its cover.it may be possible the content and the cover may both fascinate you and at times the cover may not fascinate but that doesn't gives us a right to form an opinion on it.
the content of the book comes by the time we spend discovering it.
that's why never judge an human by its face
he may not appear to be what he is and may not be what he appears to be

no wonder why some people don't manage to co relate bonds with each other because when the start discovering things don't go by appearance.

Love-the ultimate competitor against power of money

Let us compare the ironies of the world today.
A beggar and an industrialist
A beggar with peaceful family and an industrialist with disputed family.
Money is a power that's ruling beyond our imaginations.money is a cheap stuff ,its a absurd paper for Exchange of commodities,its the side affect for growth that can drive a man insane put him negative in terms of learnings cause people with money generally appoint servants to assist them.
As money is a powerful thing,certainly an industrialist will be more  merry making with his life but love ain't in reach if money and usually love and money don't rest together.the irony arises here suppose x is a beggar who has a family that loves him and vice versa and y is a industrialist who has a disputed family .
who has more success?
A stage in life will make you slave of money but rise o thy slave,rise.
Money is a very small thing to be bounded by.
To attain happiness, freedom of mind and boundation of nothing is enough though often it lies in boundaries of love.

selfish people

I have met some people in live.they are ridicule.they are often good but I don't know if its real or something .they suppress a person that I know to an extent he cries and then shows like they are being the pathetics.
I want to stab em and say to em"stop the freaking non sense.let live in harmony."
But I can't
I have my own bounds in which I often live like a caged bird.

Learn to deattach

Before it darkens In the sky
Kid you must learn to deattach those loved ones that passed away.
Just move on ,its hard on you but still see these adults
1 thing that turns to be both side fair for them,they just move on,at times so rude,at times so strong.

Part of teachings -Mitch albom and morrie(Tuesdays with morrie)

Humanity,I object.

Humans,we call ourselves humans
We call ourselves the perfect creation of the Creator.we are humans and so with humanity do we get the chance to rule.
To suppress others,to throw em with flick of hand,to kill em ?
Who on planet Earth  gave us this power to kill.why for our luxury we tend to abandon others home.we are so very cruel thaT every perfect human also has his own conscious pricked many times and we,we are cruel,think about how bad ,how nonsense do we perform.we are so insensitive that we kill those birds just for fun.
We call ourselves humans?its a pity to feel those sad eyes of a horse and do nothing.fellow humans have a sweet dream and dream of sme1 who is being cruel to us all and how it turns to a nightmare is ur call.I just dont get it y dre is so so  much of suffering,a prison life of 10 years,it literally takes my breath away thinking of the pain they are subjected to ,y,cuz they tried to fill some1 stomach.
Norman mckinnel. said" Dre is so much suffering in this world and I can do so little ,so little" and even in that litlest  things we think twice though we don't think even once that the insect we are going to kill has a mother ,though we nver realize that pain we cause to other little INNOCENT organisms and though we never realize those tears and pains.I request u all to be sensitive to feel and free nature.freedom is not a word for humanity but for us,every single creature of Him.

The story

It all started with a sensation,a rather perfect sensation,perfect time and I was so damm happy but I never had a premonition.what we had was d perfect moments but unfortunately perfect moments don't carry till eternity,instead it till end b4 I could start serious.and den things changed ,the lie that disgusted me like anything.the two went away from each other.gone,gone,gone,gone,gone.in d middle they found sensations for em.but both couldn't help but c it shatter.and den d regrets are born,the pain,the agony,d spontaneous mood swings,the hurt,the wounds won't let live and even th3y taught d Hell what no 1 shall ever teach,this thing this very strong sensation was expected to ve not gone worse.
Sensation of living. A sensation of hope & a sensation of desperation.no harm u call my story a love story,a unfulfilled love story.

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So pathetic that kids have to be always supressed.even when its ur fault even when its not,u r small u r d asummed criminal.I want to punch them ol hard but den I am reminded that I am frustrated and that I shouldnt do anything now,they ve been way to nice than they r cruel.its k if d r ridiculous u cnt help it
Go on like that jst carry on
More over they r d bright side f d coin 2.so just stay calm
Burn ur anger within its d best alternative u can have.  

My style could be different can't it ?

If ya ol keep aside few things in my life I bet
Dis silence is way to gud
It's way to peaceful and I honestly I enjoy it a lot but if only provided dere was no human to question wen I am like silent.

do you have your any own identity?

think,think of a person you wanted to be.

think of the peace that you are getting by it.

and then think for some instances people disagree with your every notion.

so would you ever change for them?

or would you change?

because we all are slaves of the public that surrounds us.

how can you ever change for others when you are at peace with yourself?

how can you even think of doing so?