INSANE,as to why they call me

how often do we know what we are doing?
and then when we know, whats the chance of knowing
that what we are doing is right thing to be done or not or what are the chances that it could possibly rewind?
we have to take chances and often and its these chances only that decide the fate or the regret or success of our lives in itself.
how do we know what an outcome may turn out? We never know it ofcourse but then also its just a mere assumption of our intellect.
what if I meant to just clear out my mind,what if I didnt want to keep up anything knowing its consequences when it breaks out?
BUT then why did you misunderstand me?
Why dont you think the way in which I do? Why cant you just once seek the questions out  from my mind? Why?
Sometimes I want to be confronted, not always it is necessary to be strong as if when you have people around you, you cant help but notice they exist and most of them are related to you be it good or be it bad be it hatred or be it love.its hard, once you are set off from the original you,you are long gone and then once you start to enjoy the world and its hard to go back in the nutshell once again no matter how much you think of it,no matter how much you dream of it.
Remember the worth of truth lies in that you dont exchange any regrets,any guilt for either you or anyone else.Decide your fate,decide your grin and if things dont work the way they should blame it all on misunderstandings,aint that very DAMN easy? But unfortunately things dont work the way you want to be,unfortunaletly thoughts cant be measured all as equal, unfortunately you cant just predict something  in advance.
Think about it once more now, now that you ruined the joy was it worth of it?
was it worth to exchange it just because you cant think the way you admire?and what if it wasnt coming from you what if this thought that you cant think "THAT WAY" was being influenced from foreign source?what if?
Do everything you want think of all damn things that were bothering you,do it now,do the damn stuff,whats wrong now. Why are you broke? You were the one who took the step now just simply pay the debt.(disgusted by own acts) (but actually it turned out quiet well).
this world is simple for those who live. But then you quest for why to live,you probably fail to get the life you got before. Rest alone with a uncertaintly and a tag *INSANE*.

Where am I wrong ?

when I have no diction my
words comfort me
for may the world scream
curse on my wicked thoughts I
have no surrending shames of
my quotes.I know wt I write
makes sense to me so why
should I sit among people
who thinks it flatter when I set
the pain fr an answer.why?

Confusions deduced

I was always confused on this very topic and I thought one day it will work out doors for me to success.
A friend of mine said
"if u dont have
confidence over
confidence is just not the
case" when I was acting a but weird on a friendly revolving chat.
So what actually is it.confidence what they say is self faith.putting it in easy words.when you go out their singing in front of people for first time and someone says just have faith in you,he's filling you with confidence and when you go out their and sing with your body shaking like anything that lacks confidence.well that was a incident from my childhood.so where does over confidence comes in play?what if that kid before going to stage had thought this I am the best I know and I ll let them know.well that's this.more importantly over confidence is a rare adjective in people with good heart.If you have a heart that's gentle and responsive quiet very soon,don't run in dilemma of what is it.of course it will be confidence my friend.
Sometimes it needs just to over come this confusion to come across a new road.

Still thinking-face to face v/s Facebook?

When you are excited,
You do crazy things.
Wake up early, bath early ,cook a fine excuse to leave,all the way going through the local roads though nothing changes while going up on the hill when you cone down you are a lot happier.And then there all the faces that you earned their sight,now you wanna run off them.when you start to try to  open  up all you can end up with a very rather formal chat with 1 or 2 informal remembrances.still it makes you happy unnecessarily.why? Why? Ask why ? There has to be a reason.technology missed on this one and so even if it was just the very formal meeting,embraces are left deep within.
Oh God we have  revolutionized but how pity it affects only our emotions,weakens our feel,that very only gift of Homo sapians that distinguishes us from others.

Point of view-PERCEPTION

Love is rational,it is materialistic.only the fools fall in love with those silly poetry and some short sweet songs on bright picnic whether in the hassle free world.their perception varies,their point of view varies,they are very losers.
Each 1 of us says goodbye and each 1 one of us dies so why  get unnessararily attached to people.love is quality of the losers,of those below the soil.its rotten power enhances your losing fortune and in no time you are displaced to madness.INSANE.
Well I might just present the point of view of some but that doesn't means the entire human race agrees or this perception is the only right perception varies on grounds of experience and age and other valuable factors.so incase this perception holds to be accountable that doesn't kills the other perception.sometimes they are as much as right.